Friday, July 10, 2009

Bittersweet Moments

Tomorrow my baby girl is turning one!!! How the time has flown...

My dearest girl,

Mommy is so excited to see you turn one yet at the same time I wish I could make time stand still so I could keep you at this age forever.When you joined my life I was blessed beyond measure! I was so excited when I found out that I was pregnant with you. I had wanted a baby so bad and I was finally getting my dream. Hearing your heart beat for the first time made me cry and made me finally realize that you were indeed there!! Your first kicks made my heart melt and made me so happy! I was beyond excited when I want into labor because I would finally be holding the little one that I had waited so long for!! There is no way to explain how I felt when I got to see you and hold you and smell you for the first time!!!Though those first few days and weeks with you were some of the hardest I have every been through I would not change them for the world. They made me realize how blessed I am.

 A few days after she was born.
Now as you are growing older and looking more and more like a toddler I am missing my little tiny baby. I love your little toddling steps and your sweet baby talk and I will miss it lots as you grow older and change in the the beautiful young woman I know that you are going to be. Yes I will miss your babyness but at the same time I am excited to see you grow.

So Happy First Birthday my sweet girl!!! May the Lord bless you and may His face shine upon you this year as you learn new things and change from my baby girl into my little girl!!!

 Samantha now playing dress up :)

Mommy loves you lots and lots and lots!!! More then I can say!!!

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